My parents teach me a lot of thing, like be respectful, do all my homework, take are of all my things, the must important, they teach me how to be independent. When I was young, my mom used to tell me that I need to learn how to cook or how to do anything by myself because one day I must be became in a mother or a wife and I always be mad because I do not want to do all that stuffs, but now I can realized that I can do anything by myself and that is a huge different between my others sibilants. With my youngest brothers my parents were so tired that they do not want to teach the same way as they do with me, and now I can see the different.
I love my sibilants, but I got a huge weight on top because I feel that have to take care of them, need to help then and carry on with their problems. An other thing is that I the one who opens many doors to my brother and sister and I am the one who have the face the problems to get what I want, it is hard but I think that’s one of the jobs of the oldest one.